Pride & Prejudice - Jane Austen

 Darcy at her side, in night-shirt and breeches, both of them looking as though they've just flung themselves out of bed... which is precisely the case.

DARCY:  How are you this evening, my dear?
LIZZIE: Very well, only I wish you would not call me "my dear".
DARCY: Why?
LIZZIE: Because that's what my father always calls my mother when he's cross about something.
DARCY: What endearments am I allowed?
LIZZIE: Well,let me think. Lizzie for everyday. My Pearl for Sundays and Goddess Divine - but only on very special occasions.
DARCY: And what shall I call you when I'm cross? Mrs. Darcy? 

LIZZIE: No no. You may only call me Mrs. Darcy when you are completely and perfectly and incandescently happy.

DARCY: But how are you this evening Mrs. Darcy?

Lizzie smiles as he kisses every inch of her face and in between each kiss, murmurs "Mrs. Darcy".

JEALOUS! JEALOUS! JEALOUS! I want my Mr.Darcy! 

Awwww....the sweetest scene ever. I don't know how many times I watched this scene. Never get tired. The voice. Aaaahhh... I can't think of anyone else to play Mr.Darcy as perfect as Matthew did. I love him. So much. Very much. I'm happy...so happy...incandescently happy... Matthew is so cute, and handsome (very very handsome, super handsome), and got puppy eyes(awwww I'm melting) , and those smiles (I'm wondering whether my legs are made up of butter :p) , and..and..and...his superb,deep,husky voice (oh my word!) and..and...and he's MARRIED!!!! He left me with BROKEN HEART! T_T . 

Great Matthew!! And then just before I can get over this whole things, you showed up in The Three Musketeers. GREAT! And looking so handsome. Hahahhaha...exaggerating! 

But I do adore him so very much as Mr.Darcy. Lovely! Thank you! :) Never get tired of the movie. But I love the book more. It's more detailed and all and Jane Austen did a very great job indeed.  

" If, however you feelings have changed, I will have to tell you. You have bewitched me body and soul and I LOVE...I LOVE...I LOVE YOU. And I never wished to be parted from you from this day on. "

My..my...tell me how not to LOVE him? Hahaha... I love you too Mr.Darcy. You made my day! :) Ohhh..you made my life! :) Thank you for saying those words to me! :p 

It's not everyday a girl like me can be contented with just words! Hahaha....even if the words' are not for me. 

Forever Tonight - Peter Cetera & Crystal Bernard

Feel your breath on my shoulder 
And I know we couldn't get any closer 
I don't wanna act tough, I just wanna fall in love 
As we move into the night I get crazy 
Thinking how it's gonna be with you baby 
I don't wanna play rough I've been loving you enough 
Oh, baby 

(chorus) I wanna take forever tonight 
Wanna stay in this moment forever 
I'm gonna give you all the love that I've got 
I wanna take forever tonight 
Fill you up, fill you up with love 
When we close the door all I need is in your eyes 
I wanna take forever tonight 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/peter+cetera/forever+tonight_10204529.html ] 
Touch my lips, I'm on fire 
You're the only one I'll ever desire 
Turn the lights down low, make the world go slow 
When I'm holding you tonight it's so easy 
Nothing moves me like you do when you tease me 
And to rush would be a crime 
I just wanna spend some time with you baby 

Chorus 

And when I'm here beside you 
I wanna see what drives you out of your mind 
I never wanna leave I only wanna be with you 
'cause I love how you feel your love is so real 

I wanna take forever tonight 
Wanna stay in this moment forever 
I'm gonna give you all the love that I've got 

I wanna take forever tonight 
Wanna stay in this moment forever 
I'm gonna give you all the love that I've got 
'cause I can't live without you


My..my..how I love this song! And wonderfully,this song suits every single romance novel. Judith McNaught's and Julia Quinn's especially. Oh my.... I love this so much...so freaking much. T_T 
I want my hero!!! Awwww.....I'm crying over my lack of Mr.Darcy, the most perfect man most talk about. 
But I also want Ian Thornton and my newest 'prey' Charles Wycombe. Hahahahaha.... silly me!

Brighter Than The Sun - Julia Quinn

My..my... I found new love. Oh Charles Wycombe, why ever you needed to be so perfect and handsome, and childish and neat and making lists(love that bout him the most) and love Ellie so much and..and..and..making me love you so much. And why ever you needed to be injured all the time? Sprained ankles, bruises, stitches, BLOOD!!! Ahhh...what a dangerous life you were leading. Poor you. Poor my NERVES!!! I was worried about you all the time. Oh bloody Cecil Wycombe! You were terrible terrible man! And Oh Ellie! You nagged all the time! And screamed! And made a very hard bargain with dear Charles! Poor him. He was suffering you know. But the torment had ended beautifully indeed. You were genius! I think that was the sweetest scene ever. You both were so childish even more than little Judith! Hahahahaha...You guys suited perfectly. Awwwwww..... I LOVE YOU!!! hahahah....My favorite part of all. Charles made Ellie think the worst before saying 'I Love You' . Funny! I laughed out loud and smile all day long. My..my...I've completely forgotten my problems that time and I do hope it will last long. With your wicked smile Charles, I could be happy all day. And your tender persuasion! Aahh....SWEET!! SWEET TORMENT for me indeed. Jealous of Ellie! Hummpphh!! Wish you guys the best and thank you so much for making my day! And lets not forget our beloved author, JULIA QUINN!!! THANK YOU AT MOST !

Everything And The Moon - Julia Quinn

Im so sad and frustrated. And I am sick. The only thing that can be done to cheer me up is reading Julia Quinn's novel. Everything and The Moon it is. Thank God it does bring the laughter to me. I can forget about my miserable life even only for a while. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Ah Robert Kemble, you were so sweet and cute and handsome and in love. I love the fact that he was falling in love at the first sight. FIRST SIGHT!!! Although I'm not a believer for such thing, I love it anyway. He loved to show how much he love Victoria, he said it out loud! Awww...so sweet this guy. Curse their fathers. Grrrr....why can't they let their children to have a happy life and instead let them in agonies for bloody seven years. CRUEL! But without the fathers, it wouldn't be a story, wouldn't it? Besides, I love when Robert finally learned the truth of how the misunderstanding between them. He pursued her with all his heart determined to make her his again. I love the fact when Robert acted like a child. Stomping his feet and all. Searching for a peephole as if his life depend on it just to take a peep on Victoria. She was bathing. Hahaha..and he was sighing all the time for not having to accomplish any. Poor Robert. And he was fined for being so cute. :) Oh I love him. And Victoria! Well..well...stubborn little chit we got here. Grrrr....Luckily she's the only one that can make my dear Robert happy. They're happy at the end. So no harm done. Be happy dear. And now I'm reading Brighter Than The Sun featuring Eleanor Lyndon, Victoria little sister and Charles Wycombe,The Earl Of Billington who happened to be so cute and charming and nagging all the time and DRUNK!!!! hahahaha.... I want to be happy again without so much problems surrounding me. Julia Quinn is certainly a big help! :)

I Never Know What Is Stress Until Now

I hate myself. I hate being me. I hate being the weak me. The miss mom and dad all the time me. I hate the fact that I couldn't leave my home 50 miles away for 2 months let alone thousands and thousands miles away from home for bloody 6 years. Help me. Please give me the strenght to survive in this world away from dear parents. Please take my emotion away. I dont want to cry every single night missing my parents,missing my home, and help me god,missing my bathroom. I dont want to have any feeling. And if that means I have to forget my dear heroes especially Ian Thornton,so be it. I might regret it later but instead of having my dream being crushed,I'm willing to give it up. Oh..please let it come true. I want to focus on my studies and achieve my dream. I'm so stressed out right now. T_T